chan In EPPS (ELIAS PARK PRIMARY SCHOOL) CO, i found it was a torture to attend CO thus i skipped practices half the time. Hmm maybe because the people in EPPSCO were not very sociable, though there were some nice people and some super enthu people like Bennett who joined SYCO at the age of 11.

TMSCO however is much different, the music's the same genre, but then the people in it vary as much as a stick to a wallet. Some people are really friendly, nice and such, BUT. there is dark Lining to every silver cloud(Made up phrase). The person(s) really make the fun times seem like a total flop. These person(s) are sexist, selfish, arrogant, snobbish to name a few. I love to name NAMES, but due to certain restrictions of my non-gossip blog, i shadn't...

It's a joy to attend CO but the thing i detest most is the upcoming SYF, day by day stress accumulates and i keep having this burden in my heart that what if something happens on stage? This keeps me very worried and preoccupied, even in class i keep having my mind fixed on SYF and my poor partner sitting beside me has to listen to me playing the beat for fei tian and chang ge. As cR said "just do ur best remember what matters is the journey not the destination but try to get gold lol!" If only everyone else has the same sentiments as you and the world would be a much better place, so as to speak. The disappointed looks on everyones faces would cause some people to feel immense guilt deep inside.

Because whenever there is a problem it always comes down to the fault of these few people. And of course the teachers-in-charge will say how disappointed they are or put on a facade - saying that we have tried our best, though we didn't achieve the ideal results. Though the only way to snap myself out of this pessimistic attitude is for me to think that many people are far worst off than me- in life. I think of the people whose stress levels are probably much higher than mine. Such as the band players whose SYF is on 8 April, just next wednesday! But the sad thing is, if the band were to achieve gold/GWH, that would greatly affect our morale in a way as we would be more stress. Also, if we do not get at least a gold, the alumni and seniors who tried so hard to mantain the gold standard, would feel disappointed inside. and this guilt just overwhelms me, don't know if this is normal or what. But yes i'm feeling very pessimistic and i feel that the apocalypse is here.



Feel negative upon reading this!

likes: maths for some unfathomable reason; don't question me
dislikes: punks
wishlist Laptop
Laptop Cooler
Ipod Touch
PSP
4GB Thumdrive
Pencil case from 77th street
Adidas shoes(new)
Earpiece(Good ones)


all about you
Name: Nicholas
Sch: EPPS, TMS
Affiliations: VFC; TMSCO
Age: 14
Birthday: 9 march 1995

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In EPPS (ELIAS PARK PRIMARY SCHOOL) CO, i found it was a torture to attend CO thus i skipped practices half the time. Hmm maybe because the people in EPPSCO were not very sociable, though there were some nice people and some super enthu people like Bennett who joined SYCO at the age of 11.

TMSCO however is much different, the music's the same genre, but then the people in it vary as much as a stick to a wallet. Some people are really friendly, nice and such, BUT. there is dark Lining to every silver cloud(Made up phrase). The person(s) really make the fun times seem like a total flop. These person(s) are sexist, selfish, arrogant, snobbish to name a few. I love to name NAMES, but due to certain restrictions of my non-gossip blog, i shadn't...

It's a joy to attend CO but the thing i detest most is the upcoming SYF, day by day stress accumulates and i keep having this burden in my heart that what if something happens on stage? This keeps me very worried and preoccupied, even in class i keep having my mind fixed on SYF and my poor partner sitting beside me has to listen to me playing the beat for fei tian and chang ge. As cR said "just do ur best remember what matters is the journey not the destination but try to get gold lol!" If only everyone else has the same sentiments as you and the world would be a much better place, so as to speak. The disappointed looks on everyones faces would cause some people to feel immense guilt deep inside.

Because whenever there is a problem it always comes down to the fault of these few people. And of course the teachers-in-charge will say how disappointed they are or put on a facade - saying that we have tried our best, though we didn't achieve the ideal results. Though the only way to snap myself out of this pessimistic attitude is for me to think that many people are far worst off than me- in life. I think of the people whose stress levels are probably much higher than mine. Such as the band players whose SYF is on 8 April, just next wednesday! But the sad thing is, if the band were to achieve gold/GWH, that would greatly affect our morale in a way as we would be more stress. Also, if we do not get at least a gold, the alumni and seniors who tried so hard to mantain the gold standard, would feel disappointed inside. and this guilt just overwhelms me, don't know if this is normal or what. But yes i'm feeling very pessimistic and i feel that the apocalypse is here.



Feel negative upon reading this!